ME! ME! ME!

2008-11-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

2008-11-14T20:24:00.005+08:00

remembering those days, those times, those moments, those memorise.
i will never be able to forget. things arent going or tunring it out the way
i want, no it's not. it's going to the opposite of wad i dreamt, wad i hoped,
wad i wished for. why?
i had given all to you, it's all up to you.
turn the tables around will you?
will you make it another memorable memories for me?

waiting, just for you to make my day......

2008-11-04T00:32:00.005+08:00

i dont know how to start, i dont know wat to say.
to you all, it may seems to be a load of craps,
but wadever i want to say,
i had said. it's all up to you.
believing who is your decision.
I have said wad i wanted to,
so the rest is up to you le.

people are just too ass.
too ASS.

simply, fcuk this world man.

i dont believes you are perfect,
neither near to perfect.
just a normal person on earth,
that's you.

we shall see as times past.
maybe you made it right,
but maybe u didnt too.

waiting, waiting, waiting for the day to screw your fcuking ass.
hohohoho!

2008-08-25T14:35:00.004+08:00

HELLOS!

i'm back. hahas.
just had my lunch. now resting awhile. before going back
to revise. exams! they are driving me crazy! boooo! D:

today, simply stayed at home.
intended to go pick baby up, but she
said it's ok. so stayed at home to revise.
good boy? *baby, reward me* (:

this morning, i woke up.
i saw your msg, in which i felt really very touched
and surprised. BABY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
THANK YOU! really. (:
thanks for everything you had done,
changing for the better and etc.
i really do appreciated for all that you had done,
and also those that you are trying to do/change.
i know, i noticed, i felt.
it touches my heart.
(:

i felt so blessed to have you by my side.
really. there is no hurry to change. it's ok.
do take your time. no one is perfect. who is?

this includes me & you. there are many many
stuffs that we do have to change.
right baby?

so take your time.
i know you are trying.
i can see, i can sense.

seeing you put in the effort, i am really very happy. (:
the brand new you, me, us.
the brand new life.
i will try to change to the best i can asap k?

for you, i am willing to sacrifice anything for you,
changed just for you,
going the extra mile if it makes you happy.

i am just an ordinary guy, who is just
crazy in love with you.
thinking far, knowing what i want.
and thats you.

there are so many, many wants in life.
but there is only a want in my life that
to me, which is a need.

and thats just to be with you.
a strong feeling, a strong desire each day,
to walk down this road ahead with you,
no matter rain or shine, no matter smooth or rough,
i will still want to hold your hands, and be by your side,
guiding you thru this path.

looking at my chc diary, it reminds me of a few phrases,
that really does helps me in my life.

' God will forgive all our sins that we had done,
but this doesn't means that we can continue to
keep doing more sins, knowing he will forgive us still.
We should not be taking advantage of this chance
to create more sins/wrongdoings. '

- we should really try and learn from our mistake.
no one is perfect. everyone will commit sins/wrongdoings,
but if you are willing to change, i believes one day your
hard works will be paid off. why not change, rather then
doing more sins/wrongdoings? and hurt your loved ones
and yourself?

' We nust be broken down, then will we be able to shine
once again. We will then change for the better. '

- We must fall, we must be lousy. this then will light
be shine thru us. we must fall, then will we able to climb up
again.

there are many more more points that had affects my life greater.
they are an important to me, and had changed me both inside out.

thinking but, jesus did helped me alot. when i asked for something,
he mostly sees that the wish comes true.
to you people, it may be a mircle or so, but i had exprience it.

god hint me, taught me to live and lead a better life. god
changed me, turned me to be a better person, a more useful person.

being a more responsible bf, a good friend, he gave me and taught me about
righteous, being patient, and forgiving pple.

it's the past alrdy, baby. dont look back, but look ahead.
we will walk hand-in-hand till the end of the road ok?
dont think about the wrong-doings, but think about how you can improve.
(:

but dun worry, there's no hurry.
i will guide you to the right direction.
i believes that you can do it. jyjyjy!

thanks for everything, trying or so,
i sense it. i really happy and appreciated it alot.

lastly,

' courage is the capacity to do what even if it is unpopular.'

do think thru what i worte. (:

I ♥ YOU

2008-08-24T13:21:00.007+08:00

done some thinking.
ehh. maybe many thinking & thoughts.
i'm far from expectation!
i got to wake up.
school's work, being a good son, a good bf.
i had failed badly in those above.
maybe i had done a bad job.

*thoughts* *thoughts*
*reflections* *reflections*

and finally came up with an conclusion.
i will want to change. a new resolution!
(:

t-boy will be back, replacing the 'lousy' superboy.
make made my mind, going to see that i will do my
very best to changed within the quickest time.

resolutions; new me; new start.
going to change for the best, the best i can be,
for my studies, family, and most importantly,
my love one, claris. (:

CLARIS:
thinking back, i maybe had not been a wonderful
bf at all. i'm sorry baby.
going to 9 months with you, been thur
many ups & downs, thick and thins.
yet this has made me realised and learn many things.
maybe i didnt shower you with many cares and loves
in the process. i'm sorry.
i kinda nelgect you at times. i'm sorry to make you
suffer when you're with me. making you upset. D:
but thru those days, i really knows what i wants.
many wants in life, yet none of them can be compared
to a need i want. thats you. (:
dont rewind back the past, but think for the futrue.
hands-in-hands, walking down the road ahead. :D
i ♥ you claris pang!

hahas. wow. lidong so........... eeeeyer.
lols. romantic? hohoho. sometimes, must say
out your feelings, let your loved ones know. they
will be surprised, and touched. but if they are happy,
so why not take the extra step, just for them?
hahas.

many unpleasants things will happen.
tides will be here. storms will be there.
but if you have the determination to hold on,
clear the path ahead, rainbow will de shone after it.
no one's is perfect, no one wants to hurt or do something
which is wrong. but at certain times, you yourself also
couldnt control, at under this desire, you may made a mistake.
but why not forgive and forget? hating someone, is so tiring.
so why not just try to f&f? i believes things will be fine.
dont think too much, just let the matter rest.
believes strongly in the person,
dont give up any hopes, and she/he will turn over a new leaf.
maybe one day, the person really do changes?
times, it will takes, but no worries.
chances are meant to be given. i'm willing to give you many many
chances. cause i believes, one day, you will wake up, and realised what you want.
i'll be your pile of strength, to walk down this path with you.

unforgiveness keeps the pain alive.
uunforgiveness produces bitterness.
unforgiveness hinders friendship.

if god can forgive us, why cant we forgive pple?
if we dont gives them a chance to change, who will?

(:

BABY! i love you.
a new start, a brand new life. a brand new me.
studies, family, friends, GF aka wife. (:
going to change the better for them! yay!

2008-08-24T01:28:00.001+08:00

a brand new day, a brand new us.
(:

i love you.

2008-08-22T01:51:00.004+08:00

well, who knows me best?
WHO? :D

how am i feeling now?

MAD?? CRAZY??

shhh. it's a secret. (:
lols. i'm feeling...
vex. stress. sleepy.

where is my angel?
exams! papers! HOW?
DIE? boooos!

NICE? (:

RANDOMLY design!
hohoho.
yupps. heees.

gtg! must burn midnight oil. paper in 8 hrs time! D:

2008-08-19T01:53:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT POSTING!
dont really know what to post.
maybe in the later day i will re-post.
waiting for much MORE interesting
stuffs to happen bah.

but still, a heart-felt praise for you.

GOOD-BYE!

2008-08-19T01:37:00.004+08:00

URGENT!!!!!
this post is only for claris pang meishi.
others, ignore it 1st. thanks.
pls go and see my private blog.
there is an impt post inside.
i want u to comment after reading the post.
thnks.

url: - 1 d.

2008-08-17T19:08:00.014+08:00

2008-08-16T02:32:00.016+08:00

it's my blog, my rule, my say.
it's just going to be my style.
& it's going to be UNIQUE.
CHEERS! :DDDDD

today, met baby only at 2:25! :x
woke up late, and got many stuffs to do,
in results in the lateness. sorry baby.
bus-ed to serangoon, and then train-ed
to vivo. had lunch, and after that, was
discussing where & what to do. :xx
initially, was planning to study, but
by the time we are done, it's already
4:00. this made us lost in the mood,
causing the motivation to walk around
then study. so we decided to head to town,
so bus-ed down to suntec city. lols.
from a study date, it transforms into a town date. heees.

reached, walked around, and there's something that caught
our attention. there are lots of people near the fountain of wealth.
went ahead to have a look.

this! this! this caught hundreds and thousands of people.
lols! :xx

at first, we were like blur.
why is there so many people, huh?
abd why all look up? lols. and
finally saw 'siderman'. hahas.
but he is sure good at it. it isn't
easy at all. and look at the numbers of
pretty girls attracted? WOW! heees.

somehow, what this man was doing, made me thought
of a lightening lesson. lightening strucks at objects that
are high. am i right? so when there's lightening, please
stay indoor. aviod tall objects. right? if not, what will happen??

creative me came up with this design to explain to you. (:

hahas. =/

somehow, his 'stunts' attracted too many
people. and this inconsiderate lady just came
infront of us, thinking that she is invisible,
she stayed there and blocked our views!
i hate inconsiderate people, just like her.
and guess what i did to her?
i gave her a little token of appreciation.
:DD

hohoho! :xx

after that, we went to walked around the shopping mall.
went to the fountain of wealth, as baby was hungry again.
oink! =p hahas. walking around, we were chosing where shall
we dine in at. in the end, we settled at Just Noodles.
it's REASONABLE, DELICIOUS and YUMMY!

orders taken, and we waited.
baby scared me!
she is such a molester! why?
look below.
:PP

ATTEMPT OF RAPE! lols.
she suddenly came so close to me.
what is she trying to do?
LOL! i was so scared luhhs. hahahs!!

baby! still feeling so happy
after she had molested me,
lalalalas! blehs! xP

and finally! our foods had arrived! (:

deep-fried dumplings.

spicy chicken.

tom-yam chicken soup.

hahas. the food is dam delicious.
i think you all should try it!
the service, food, served, is all worth it.
and i think we are going to be fat one day. x:
booos! esp baby! lalalalalalas.

after that, walked to carefour, where we waited for the
shuttlebus to city hall station. trained to hougang, then
bus-ed 161. baby alighted half-way thur the jorney, and
i contiuned to bus-ed to woodlands, and then trained home.

and thanks baby, for accompanying me talking
on the phone. (:

some pics which are taken at conrad hotel:

and fianlly, after a day with baby, i felt.....
tah-dah! my heart-felt words. LOLS!

thats all for today bah.
xD
thanks everyone for viewing.
do tag for me ok?
take cares.

v-boys loves t-girl! <333

2008-08-15T22:33:00.009+08:00

HELLO!! (:

i'm back! hahas. decided to have an official post today.
yay! hahas. finally? lols.

today wrote up slightly later then usual, about 11+.
:x was supposed to go to e-hub with baby to watch
money no enough 2. but due to her 'extra' lesson for art,
and some matters, we met at only 2pm? thats when our
show starts. LOLS! then decided to go to amk hub to
watch Love Guru, which starts at 2:30. but due to.............,
we were delayed too, which results in going to e-hub.
baby. sorry. it's all my fault in the early afternoon. :C
we were walking to the bus-stop, when we saw bus 88.
we ran all the way the bus-stop lah. :xx tiring. hahs. cause
i was aguring with her, as i want to go amk instead. lols. ahem.
baby. fun hor? lols. nvms. then when reached pasir ris interchange,
we took bus to e-hub, which is only 1 bus-stop away? cause that
'princess' says it's too hot to walk. -.- we then went to nebo city first,
cause baby was impatient to sign up for her membership card. wanted
to sign up for a year, but in the end, signed for 3 years instead. clever baby?!
grrrr. :x then went to zone x to play. wow. baby was so 'man', playing the
drum game. hohoho! then after that, omg. it's 4:45 le. she got tuition at 6?
then were thinking where should we have dinner. in the end, i surprise her
with Streets Cafe, a hong kong cafe. :x hahas. ordered, ate. was rushing thur
everything, then suddenly, she said she don't want go tuition le, cause it's too
rush for her, & she felt that she got some slight giddyness. BABY! take cares ok?
hahas. so in the end, she bus-ed with me to amk. (:
bought dipping donuts, and... it's.... ^%&*($&#. service, sucks. donuts, sucks.
lols. walked to pasir ris interchange, bus-ed 88 to amk, and trained home.

BABY! thanks for everything. i had a great time today.
I LOVE YOU! :D

PICS!! :]

on the bus to e-hub. (:

My Hand Story :x

our hands.

and...

AND FINALLY.......................................

YIPEEE! xD hahas. lols. =xx

BABY! at Streets Cafe. lols.
that drink is nice. (:

mine! (: pork rib noodles.

Baby's!
Chicken Chop Noodles.

BABY 'druming'. lols. dont kill me, cos i edited the 'man' pose. :p

YUCKS! =xx dipping donuts. hohoho!

THANKS BABY!
for all you had done.
my promises and etc, i mean it.
i wont forget. it's me, the new born me.
i love you forever. <333

and pple! thnks for viewing. tags pls?
thnks. (:
take cares all.

THE JOKE OF THE DAY:

me with ru-hua? xD

2008-08-14T21:38:00.004+08:00

MY BABY! (:
I Love Her!

anways, my blog is almost done. left with
some links & final touch-ups, & it'll be
ready! yay! hahas.

:DD

2008-08-13T21:24:00.008+08:00

in the midst of construction!
:xx

heavy vechiles turning in ahead. ><

i'll get it done asap. :DDD

but, i'm too lazy! boooos!

hahas.

nvm. it'll be open soon, i promise! xD

and please tag! (:
click on the R. :DD
thnx.